Thursday, February 2, 2017

Over

My baby dreams are over. 

My doctor told me that the fibroid that's been giving my trouble is inside of my uterus. If they remove it, they'll have to cut my uterus, which might render it useless. Given my age, my doctor seems to think a hysterectomy would be the best thing.

My baby dreams are over.

The day after Beyoncé announces her twins, I find myself here. In No baby land. Yay.

I feel so cheated. I tried my best to do things right. I wanted to wait until I got a husband before I started my family. And now it's too late.

Maybe it's not. Maybe there's a way to still have the baby I want. But right now...in this moment...it doesn't feel like that. I only have one thought running through my head

My baby dreams are over.

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